44 + 3 months + 10 days
I turned 44 on July 6th this year. It is now a few months later.
Last year I wrote this in a post:
” I am really making a much better effort toward simplicity. I am not saying this will be with everything ha!
I have also been working on a more serious look at my future self (and wow, she looks good! haha!)
I may not have the most adventurous lifestyle, but I do love my life. I am fortunate in so many ways. I have a good family, amazing and inspiring friends, incredible clients. I am good at what I do. I love my home, and the furry guys living there. I am truly blessed. Could there be more? Of course! Should there be? Why the heck not?!?!
What else? The usual…I love deep, and maybe too much. I am clumsy, and a possible danger to myself. I get in my own way regularly and hold myself back from potentially amazing things…because of fear.”
That was then, this is now.
I feel as though much of this still holds true. Sure a few backward slides as well; still a bit sore from a couple of them 😦 But I continue to hold my head up and move forward.
I am still quite clumsy, and continue to be a possible danger to myself! Nursing a couple of dumb wounds currently!
The fear, it is still there…so very much so. I am learning everyday how to deal a little bit more with it. In fact I am getting pretty good at it! I still have a difficult time expressing my feelings at times. Sorry…
I continue to love deeply, and maybe too much sometimes. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but yet it is sometimes difficult to express my feelings. I am passionate about the people and things I care about. This makes me sometimes vulnerable. This can hurt sometimes too.
I love my life, and the family and friends in it. I am blessed in so many ways.
This year my plans are pretty ambitious. More details later…but more focus on goals for my races; growing my business; also looking to expand an aspect of my business. Also I am starting another business (as I said details soon!) Other plans also as they unfold will be revealed!